premonition
Renzo was still working his brains out while seated on the sofa. He perceived something that he didn’t like very much. His expression was as frustrating to Christopher as it was irritating to the twins. Even though he knew he was nerve wrecking for the other members of his family, he wouldn’t talk. He wouldn’t say what was in his mind.
They all were mind readers; they could all read each other’s thoughts if they wanted to, if they were allowed to do so.
Vampires could protect their own thoughts it wasn’t like with humans. Humans didn’t have a chance to protect their thoughts, they didn’t have a choice they were just nude before these vampires, except of course for Gabrielle.
But strangely enough Renzo was the only vampire which thoughts they couldn’t reach whenever they wanted to.
He was a strange specimen of a vampire.
Neither of them was able to explain how strange he was, but he was perceptive. Really perceptive and whenever he said something you wouldn’t be able to deny the truth of it.
Neither of them was able to explain how strange he was, but he was perceptive. Really perceptive and whenever he said something you wouldn’t be able to deny the truth of it.
Christopher was by the window, looking at the darkness of the woods and glancing at Renzo from time to time, really annoyed by his silence.
He was also uneasy; he knew very well that the others -the ones with the red eyes- were closer to their goal. As for now, just two members of the McGraw family remained intact. Their protector passed away already and the successor didn’t even know of the existence of our kind. This fact really worried Christopher but he couldn’t even imagine what Renzo was seeing coming.
The twins came back to the house after their walk through the woods. Whenever they felt anxious they would storm out and go for a walk, hunt a little bit, fight with bigger animals to calm their rage. They were now having a chat in between them sat on the piano across the big room, each one finishing the sentence of the other.
“We need to” said one
“Protect our family” said the other
“There must be something we can do”
“To make sure they don’t talk” they were worried about their safety more than anything else. They didn’t want to be exposed, to have to run away again to then come back in a few more decades.
This was their home; it’s been their home for centuries. They always felt invaded by intruders and they felt that a very special intruder was about to make them leave.
This was their home; it’s been their home for centuries. They always felt invaded by intruders and they felt that a very special intruder was about to make them leave.
Leonard came into the room pacing from one side to another in front of Renzo that was now eyeing him without much interest.
After their last family reunion where Byron stated his uncomfortable insecurity about the knowledge of their family from the girls, he’s been thinking about something. He thought the twins were right about the fact that they needed to protect their family but they also needed to protect those girls, they couldn’t allow them to get hurt or at least that was his excuse for what he was thinking of doing.
After their last family reunion where Byron stated his uncomfortable insecurity about the knowledge of their family from the girls, he’s been thinking about something. He thought the twins were right about the fact that they needed to protect their family but they also needed to protect those girls, they couldn’t allow them to get hurt or at least that was his excuse for what he was thinking of doing.
Christopher that was now in deep thought looking through the window suddenly turned to look at Leonard wide eyed and stiffed. He had a glance of what Leonard was thinking and he didn’t like it.
If Leonard didn’t want them to know what he was thinking of doing he didn’t protect his thoughts well enough.
He turned towards the door when Christopher called after him.
“You can’t!” he said fury in his eyes
Leonard gave him a crocked smile “why not?”
The twins were now looking at them with narrowed eyes; they didn’t know what was happening. What were they talking about?
Renzo didn’t move an inch, he was submerged in his thoughts. They surely didn’t know what was going on.
Renzo didn’t move an inch, he was submerged in his thoughts. They surely didn’t know what was going on.
Ah! - Is not that Leonard didn't hide his thoughts well enough, is that he didn’t hide them at all for Christopher to read.
Leonard knew how to get on Christopher’s nerves and knowing how he was, he also knew that he wouldn’t dare to break his word to Gabrielle. Even though he didn’t promise her that he would stay away he respected how she felt and wasn’t going to look for her till she asked him to do so.
Knowing this Leonard was free to make a move.
“Just because she told you to leave, you left” Leonard continued, “I thought you knew better” and he turned to walk away but Christopher called his attention again.
“She’s not Gabriella, Leonard!”
“I could say the same thing to you. It’s a fresh start” and he vanished from the room getting deep into the woods direct to Gabrielle’s house.
Once in the neighbourhood he stood in the woods, listening from afar.
He could hear Brook and Jeremy in the living room but no sight of Gabrielle.
Where did she go? He thought and then the sound of a car, no…a truck approximating called his attention. He could hear Gabrielle and Jenny talking from afar. Gabrielle didn’t seem happy.
Leonard quickly hid high up on the big trees that surrounded the back yard of the house from were he could hear and see everything, specially a room upstairs that called his attention more than anything else for a few seconds. He’d been here before.
It was Gabrielle’s room.
It was Gabrielle’s room.
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After talking to Jenny's grams we went home. Penelope didn't agree with my decision, she said I was taking it the wrong way, but how could I be taking it the wrong way? Is it not true that they lied to her? Is it not true that they stood by her knowing the danger of it? So please tell me what am I seeing wrong here cause I don’t understand it.
They are just selfish bloodsuckers, I ain't buying it.
In the car Jenny was trying to make me trust the words of her grams, and don't get me wrong, I trust her but I don't understand what gives her the confidence to trust them.
Anyway once we got home we found Brook and Jeremy in the living room, Jeremy looked better than yesterday -thank god-.
Jenny quickly sat beside Brook and then they started whispering in each other’s ear. I found it a bit rude but Jeremy was looking at them with a smile on his face. Well not at them but at her. Brook.
I found this amusing, I wandered what happened here while I was away but I had other things to worry about like why did Gabriella stay with them knowing they were vampires and all that.
They keep saying that I’m her but I’m nothing like her. I couldn’t understand her decision. Why is it so complicated to understand my own self?
They keep saying that I’m her but I’m nothing like her. I couldn’t understand her decision. Why is it so complicated to understand my own self?
I got submerged in my thoughts. Trying to figure myself out, or the person I was if that made sense. And when I snapped out of it I saw Jeremy standing in front of me calling my name anxiously.
I did it again.
Sometimes I get trapped in my own world of thoughts and I can’t seem to sense what’s happening around me. I wondered how my expression looked like cause Jeremy had his eyes wide open staring at me, asking if I was ok. And I was ok, I was just thinking.
“I think you should rest for a while”. He said and I obeyed, so I went upstairs, I actually wanted to be alone.
I stormed into my room and closed the door.
Right at that moment I didn’t know what to make of my life. Why had these things have to happen to me? Why of all the places should I have to come here? Why did my family have to suffer this much? And why did I have to like them in the past and in the present? As much as I didn’t like to admit it, I fell right in the same spot as Gabriella falling in love with Christopher.
Again.
Which made me wonder what did I truly feel for him? Is it because of our history that I felt this way? Did I actually love him? I shook my head trying to brush those thoughts away. I wasn’t interested in him, not anymore at least.
Isn’t this karma? What did Gabriella do so badly that it had to follow me till my present life? Why couldn’t I just worry about normal things? Why couldn’t I have a normal life like any other girl of my age?
My heart was aching painfully, I felt really uneasy as all that information sunken in my brain. It was all getting to me now.
I was Gabriella, a reincarnation of the past love of Christopher and Leonard.
I remembered when he talked to me about how he loved me because even though I looked like her I wasn’t really her.
I remembered when he talked to me about how he loved me because even though I looked like her I wasn’t really her.
Well that’s not true, not anymore because unfortunately I’m her. And knowing what I know I won’t forgive them for what they did to me and to my family.
I could feel my body shaking with frustration and my vision started to bluer with what I guessed it was tears trying to come out. In no second I found myself crying desperately on my bed.
I wrapped my arms around me and cried. I tried so desperately to think about the melody dad used to hum in my ear when I was upset to try to pacify me. But that just brought more tears.
My lovely dad. A man I respected, a man I loved and I couldn’t have by my side anymore to comfort me in these dark hours.
I tried really hard to remember that humming melody, but nothing came to my mind instead I hold my medallion tight in my hand. He gave it to me-coming from Elizabeth- that set another river of tears down my cheeks. Elizabeth , mum…
I was now lying on my bed facing the ceiling, short of breath for my crying when I heard a noise coming from outside my window.
I hesitated a bit, I was afraid to get close to the window. Afraid of other vampire coming near my house but as I stood up from my bed I remembered that if there was a vampire out there he wouldn’t be able to get in uninvited. So I walked straight to the window and as I hoped, nobody was there.
My breathing was even by now and the tears were drying from my face.
My breathing was even by now and the tears were drying from my face.
As I walked back to my bed I saw mum’s diary. Without realising it I smiled at the thought of that word. Mum.
I took the diary and went to the bed again. I opened it and started reading a few pages away from where I left it last time.
25/10/1990
School’s good, I passed the test, which I’m happy about. I’ve finally made some friends. They are nice. But that’s not what I want to talk about now. There’s this guy called Johan.
That’s dad!! I though exited and went back to reading.
He’s so good looking and smart, friendly, and I think I like him. I’ve caught him looking at me a few times in the cafeteria but he hasn’t said anything to me yet. I’d like him to do it; I think I really like him. It would be bad to keep getting attention from everybody else but him.
That made me laugh, so she was starting to get popular getting everybody to talk to her but the guy she actually liked. I kept reading through and then I skipped a few more pages, as there wasn’t anything relevant there. But then a special entry called my attention.
10/01/1991
He kissed me!
What? Were they dating already??? Keep reading Gabrielle. Keep reading. I thought to myself.
He finally did, after taking me home on our doorstep, it was like something coming out of a movie. As I was inserting the key to open the door he called my name, I really liked him calling my name. And when I turned he gave me a flower. Till now I still don’t know where he got it from. I was so nervous; I didn’t know what to do. And when he kissed me, he was so gentle and sweet. And with a whisper he asked me to be his girlfriend. He brushed his fingers through my collarbone and I felt a tingling…
I closed the diary. I was feeling slightly uncomfortable.
I now felt like I was invading her privacy, that was obviously what I was doing –because I wanted to know her better- but she wrote with too much detail…I was happy they fell in love. She really liked him. That eased the anger I felt towards their so-called “love”. I always thought it was just from my dad’s side but now I realize she liked him too.
I now felt like I was invading her privacy, that was obviously what I was doing –because I wanted to know her better- but she wrote with too much detail…I was happy they fell in love. She really liked him. That eased the anger I felt towards their so-called “love”. I always thought it was just from my dad’s side but now I realize she liked him too.
I lie on my bed again facing the ceiling trying to relax. I could hear Jeremy’s laughter, which made my mood eased. At least he was entertained with the girls downstairs.
As I heard them talk I started feeling that pressure in my chest again. It’s been a while since I last had that feeling. I felt overwhelmed. I felt the need to hold my breath so I could feel that stingy pain in my lungs again. So I did as I always used to do every time this happened. Every time I felt nervous or anxious I would hold my breath to leave the air dissipate from my lungs. I thought I didn’t need to do this anymore but I guess I was wrong.
After my lungs were screaming at me to get some air, I swallowed a gulp of air making me feel dizzy and like this falling unconscious to my bed.
Ooh! This was better…sleeping I wouldn’t have to feel or think about anything. Or so I thought.
My worries wouldn’t leave me alone even in my dreams turning them into nightmares.
I yanked my eyes open, I didn’t even know if I slept at all but I looked outside and it was dark already. Time flew.
I stood in my bed for a while staring at the diary beside me, considering reading it again. And as I was gonna take it I realised that I couldn’t hear anything at all down stairs.
I quickly stood up and got out of my room, walking through the corridors till a reached the stairs.
I started calling theirs names out.
I started calling theirs names out.
“Jeremy, Brook, Jane”
No response.
What was happening? I called them again, still no response so I started walking down. I could not hear a thing. Where did they go?
I finally got down stairs and walked to where I left them before going to my room. The living room, and there they were. I was suddenly annoyed at them they really scared me.
“Didn’t you hear me calling?” they never answered “where’s Jeremy?” I said when I looked around and I couldn’t see him, still they didn’t answer. Something was wrong.
I walked up to them and I saw Brook with her folder of sketches on her lap, she was drawing something. She looked up at me and then looked back down but what I caught in her eyes made me think that I might have not looked at Brook but at someone else. That scared me, was she possessed? But then I saw a hand on her shoulder; I looked with my eyes wide open to realize that Jenny was also in a…trance? Her eyes were rolling back into their sockets and she was shaking. Her hand was on Brook’s shoulder, which made me think that she was seeing something and making Brook draw it.
I was really afraid, I didn’t know what to do and I was also worried about the fact that I couldn’t see Jeremy anywhere.
I don’t know if I was actually relieved that he wasn’t here, so he couldn’t see my too friends in this state. It was weird even to me that I knew about their abilities.
I was really afraid, I didn’t know what to do and I was also worried about the fact that I couldn’t see Jeremy anywhere.
I don’t know if I was actually relieved that he wasn’t here, so he couldn’t see my too friends in this state. It was weird even to me that I knew about their abilities.
I stood quite by the wall. I thought this would be the same situation as dealing with a sleepwalker. It was better not to disturb, once they’d be done they would come back to normality. I hoped.
After a few minutes I grew curious as to what she was drawing so I walked closer to them just to peek at her drawing. I was leaning forward trying to make something out of what I was able to peek when she suddenly looked up at me and started screaming setting me into another louder scream.
“What are you doing?” Brook said breathing really fast almost in hysterics
“What am I doing? What are YOU doing?” I said to her with a shock in my face that confused her. She looked down at her hands “what is this?” she said not knowing “you drew it” “I did?” “Don’t you remember?” “No” “do you usually get into a trance when you draw?” “A what?” “So it was your doing” I said turning to Jenny unconsciously, but it turned out that she was also awake looking at us, and smiling as if nothing happened she answered.
“Yeah, sorry I couldn’t control it”
“What happened?” said Brook more lost than I was.
“I really don’t know either, I came down looking for you guys and I found you both in some sort of trance” I explained to them “Jenny you were shaking, you scared the hell out of me your eyes were pure white”
“I’m sorry” Jenny said, “I knew what was happening but I couldn’t do anything about it, sorry if I scared you”
“It’s ok, where’s Jeremy by the way? He wasn’t here when I came down”
“Lucky us, it would have been a shock for him to see us like this” Brook said with more relieve than I expected.
“Yeah but were is him?” I repeated
“Do you think…?” said Brook not finishing her sentence; we knew what she was thinking.
“I hope he didn’t go to them” I said while walking towards the door, I was ready to run to the council, like I said I wouldn't allow them to take him. But as I walked away Brook called me, drawing my attention to her drawing. I almost forgot about it, what did Jenny see? What did Brook draw? We all looked at it…
“Isn’t that the Zet Zone?” said Brook
“Something’s going to happen there” Jenny said
In my mind just one thought remained.
Jeremy.
TO BE CONTINUED….